One of my Old Poems…

Mood: Nostalgic

Best Day of my life…

I used to believe this one thing they say,
Dream and then plan to achieve them your way…
I never had an experience, but still believed,
Until yesterday, when one of them was achieved…

I was with a person I love the most,
The person I feel in my verve n soul almost…
I used to dream this, few days back,
But never believed it will be so perfect n right…

I didn’t see anyone around me other than her,
She is my world and I need no more…
When she touched me, I felt so free,
From all the pains that life has ever given to me…

I never wanted to let the day end or see her leave,
At that very moment, I thought, my life I should give…
Then I did the one thing I always wanted to do,
Took her hand close to my heart, where her love beats too…

Perfection is something that I witnessed yesterday,
Just pray to God, it be with me all my life’s day…
One last wish of mine is to make her my wife,
To summarize in 5 words, it was the ‘Best day of my life’…

–Gaurav…09/12/2005

LIFE taking its toll again…

Mood: Apprehensive

Zindagi Aasaan Nahi Hai Jeena Tujhe, Haste Haste,
Ke Khushi Ki Zameen Pe Bikhre Hai Aasamaan Ghamo Ke.

Muskurate Hai Jab Kabhi Bhi Mere Honth, Tere Ehsaano Se,
Rukh Pe Hasi, Par Khayalon Mein Dard Hote Hai, Halke Halke.

Kai Lamhe Nazar Aate Hai Zindagi Ke, Bikhre Bikhre,
Mushkil Hai Zindagi Banaye Rakhna In Lamho Ko Samet Ke.
Aye Zindagi Aasaan Nahi Hai Jeena Tujhe, Haste Haste…

- Gaurav

Trying to make life SIMPLE!

Mood: Confused

WHY is life so complicated at times when you think its the simplest of everything around you!?! you see what i mean? i have always strived the hardest to keep my verve as straight and simple as i can. at times i even have buffered my thoughts to a certain extent just to make my actions more easy to understand no seriously…in recent days i was a proud owner of a simple life…and then in just a blink of eye, everything turned out complicated!! as someone has very well versed ‘When everything seems to be goin OKAY, you NEVER understand what the HELL is going on!!’ enough of confusion already in this post and yet the prologue is to begin!!!

Working hard and working late and working in a defined direction is something i have cherished all throughout my 3+ years of job assault. Well assault coz i do feel it getting over me sometimes…enough to make me rethink-what am I doing here!?! or even enough to make the people around me aware of the fact that i am a workoholic. But, sometimes it really helps to be this way…it supports you to achieve what you call your ‘Goals’ in professional life.

Surely, if you are just a couple of years into your professional life…you need to be passionate about work…and then over a period of time when you are old enuf to be there for around 4 to 5 years, this wave of passion subsides and you try to get out of office as soon as the clock hits 5! well honestly speaking there is nothing wrong in doing this for the people who dont pursue higher goals! for me my work, for atleast a decent 10 years of my life, is my passion…as i have few but very HIGH dreams to be achieved and i cannot compromise on them. I do live my life to the fullest…i am really blessed to be in Love with the most amazing person that i have met in my entire life…i do understand this personal aspect of life, and trust me friends, sometimes it is this love and thoughts about planning my life, that makes me work even harder! is this turning out to be a vicious circle or what!! CONFUSED!!

Well, i am not very sure of whether you are getting my point…as anyways this post was suppose to be full of confusion and right now i am not able to think of a way to make is simple so bear with me this time…all the apprehensions are accepted…

Take Cares!